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It turns out making a good sex tape is harder than you'd think. The first things we ran into were nerves. As soon as the thought sank in, I started getting cold feet. After all, I knew how much could go wrong, having been a victim of revenge porn before. At the same time, I trusted Chad in a way I'd never trusted anyone. We both knew so much about each other, from our bodies to our desires to everything else; so if there was anyone I'd ever do this with, it was him. Part of me was just plain self-conscious. I'd obviously been naked on camera before, but never like this. And I'd never liked hearing recordings of my voice, which had always sounded weird and unnatural to me. I could only imagine how off-putting it would be to see myself making faces while gasping and groaning and whatnot. Chad was nervous too, for apparently the same reason. I told him he had nothing to worry about, since I knew what he was like during sex, which was really fucking hot. He insisted the feeling was mutual,